Babe, my love... It's been three very long and lonely months of life without you. It still seems so unreal. My emotions have been on the ups and downs. Our mazing kids constantly talk about you and the things we used to do together they miss you so dearly. Each time we look at old pictures and videos of you, we would get emotional and miss the good times. I feel like an emotional wreck writing this thought... wishing we can turn back time. I love you and miss you so much.